Thursday, January 31, 2008
finally... went to school today...as usual, late....
still thinking about wad i wanna do & manage for holiday..
should i work?
i really wanna work...cuz next time i don hav much time to work in office..
then piano how??
i still will practice..mayb not totally concentrated...
but i will still practice...
i still have my weekends and weekdays' nite to practice...
even thou every tue and thurs hav band prac..
but i believe i can manage...
approx...
mon 8.30- 5.30 ....work
tue 8.30-5.30....work
after work - 9pm...RPWS
wed 8.30-5.30....work
6.15-7.30...piano practical + theory
thurs 8.30-5.30...work
after work-7pm....RPWS
8pm-10pm....SWS
fri 8.30-5.30....work
but my teacher still thinks that i don't have time to practice my piano...
she tinks i shld really concentrate & prac more since it's a holiday...
but imagine i nvr work,so bored...
rot at home meh??
gosh...
shirley tong!!! stop being late, can????!!!!
hate you ar..
11:32 AM
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
shit...i pon 3 days...letter is on e way...die...
hate skul...
hate vb...
love holidays!!!
waiting 4 call...phone interview...
nervous..anxious...
scouting for band members....
ppl who put RP as one of ur choice, and you're a band member, wanna continue band, pls tell me....
4:14 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
recently i went to De coder's cafe,somewhere near newton MRT.it's a special cafe, got loads of games to play, it's at Balmoral Plaza.
this cafe is opened by my maths faci.
There's about 200 board games to play norh...
some of the games you have never seen before, so i think it's interesting.
the place is is very cosy, it's good for friends to gather together for meetings..
the cafe don't charge for playing the board games.
All the money will be spend for food.
so if you have a meal over there, you'll get to play for 2-3 hrs free.
everyone can be a member there, and you'll get 10% discount on the spot.
some pictures of the cafe =)
6:41 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
last UT of sem2yr1
today...last UT of yr1sem2...enterprise skills IIBUT!!!!!
i almost missed it....
reached class at 915...just 1 more min and i will not be able to take that stupid UT at all...
and...stupid parallels of vista in my mac...so slow!!!! have to take to IT helpdesk and ask for help, make it faster.
then, i hav to do on paper.. believe it or not i manage to secure only about 5-6 marks out of 30..
which is an E i guess... gosh...
if i wanna blame someone i guess, i will blame my sis and myself...
why she have to wake up late?? and bathe late?? then i thot she normally bathe at the other side, why my side??
i have test leh...
i tink i'm failing le lah...
fcuk!
arghhhH!!!!!
it's all my fault, should hav tke tt stupid cab to woodlands straight away instead of bishan...
i should hav woke up earlier...actually can de... jus that i 4got to pack finish my bag...so it took sometime...
wad eva la!
heck le norh...
now everyday hav to come to tke stupid grades cannot skip anymore..cannot pon class, pon skul..
hais...
i only manage to pass my cognitive and maths..which is just pass only...
thn culture,enterprise and science is abit risky...might fail..it's conditional pass..
among those 3, the ranking from worst the the worse..is....
culture-enterprise-science..
so i tink i can save my science...but cant save my culture..unless really got miracle norh..
hopefully, work is coming on the way..
back to class....
9:44 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
i jus realize sth...i lost motivation in learning theory...
or should i say since the beginning i don really lyk theory...
gosh...damn hungry...
no food..
hse no food...
hais...
today i nvr go theory class...
i'm so late that i tink by e time i reach it has already end...
so thats y i don like to live in the central...
go everywhere oso far...
irritating leh
thn hor..
every time kor kor come back during weekends,
i jus hav tis feeling there's no place for me...
so i every sat and sun will slp at the sofa if i watch show till very late..
aiyoo....
can my sisters faster get married?????
ahhahas...
but seems like no1 has boyfren yet...=.=
jus now whn i was bathing...i thot of sth...
if i married off le hor...in future la..
thn i will link my kids room to the toilet...hahahahs...
thn every one can use the toilet...so near...hahahhas..
siao..
tink too much...
hmmmm...tot of recording "beautiful love" .tanya de..
since i'm suppose 2 learn that now...
thn prac my pieces, review some oversea universities...
look at grade 8 flute pieces and....
watch show!!!!
1:43 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
i feel like gng home....i don wanna stay in class...
i dunu how 2 do VB...
hate VB...
i don want computing anymore...
i feel useless in class now...
only get ppt from frens, see ppl's blog, count my GPA, listening to Rhapsody for flute de recording
and....
nothing else.... T.T
but if i go home thn e grades will really b bad...
but i tink i only can get a C for today...
b'cuz it's obvious i din do work at all, i jus came here slack and take the grade for attending class....=.=
i wanna go home...
at least i still can play my piano, prac flute, record song, watch video, and slp!
later still need to go collect my phone...
it's done...
so i have 2 go 2 redhill AGAIn.....
sians...
i tink i will leave class at 3 plus, or rather , rite after presentation...
since there's no more UT for maths&computing, so i can jus no need listen...
1st feb he better let us off earlier...or else i will kill him....!!!
i'm so lag abt e news of my fren...
getting married...
i tink she's pregnant..heard so...
thou i still hav tt impression tt she still don like some of us, mayb she tinks we're childish...
but...
i still wish her happiness with her fiance...
no matter wad, as her fren i still hope she gets wad she wants in her life..
my fren ytd midnight msg me...said was feeling moody, down...
so sorry i din reply and be there...was aslp...=.=
gomenasai!
faci jus walk pass...saw me blogging..hahahs..its ok la...
sigh...
mayb i will walk off b4 presenting??hahahs..
now i tink abt my band de stuff le...
i need to plan their scores....
i heard she's playing among the last yrs...
actually i don want her 2 play la...as in i don really need her la..
even thou 4 rhapsody for flute got 4 parts, i need only 3 of them mayb enough already mah...
unless she helps wid 2nd flute properly and correctly thn okay norh...
b'cuz it's my solo...so u muz understand i don wish for unneccessary damage or spoiler for my solo piece..
it may b the first and may b the last...
such chance don come so easily...
clarinet got them i okay already...they're quite gd players...
if someone's has brandon's sound then can already...
brandon is from my sec school band...he has alot of passion and love towards his instrument...
i like his sound....jus that his instrument is not good enough and he's not daring enough...
i'm blogging these not b'cuz i wanna bad mouth abt other ppl or don like them...
i'm blogging these for my own sake...
i wanna let myself noe wad kinda expectations i had 4 myself...
i always wonder y other ppl's flute section can b coach till so gd...
yet my own...always at this standard...
or am i e 1 who kept them at this standard, don allow them to improve or my coaching is not good enough??
i really wanna do my best for this april concert...
even thou i'm oso preparing for comWorks' 08 for SWS..
i seriously need flute coaching...
mayb after advance singing end and after dancing ends??that will be abt april le bah...mayb last min polishing will do me good??
cuz now i can't even get the notes rite...wad abt e feel??
hais...
i tink i hav a rough idea wad i wanna do abt it already la...
11:28 AM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
missed 2 sci UTs
hais...freaking mad...
it's all because that stupid bus driver of 902 that i missed my UT!
i already missed it once..
plus this time, i already got 2 X at science UT!!!!!!
i tink i definitely will do badly for SEM2 liao l0r....
4get it...
i jus try 2 get better grades for the daily grade.
and....while i'm blogging,
sidek jus said " i got an appointment with the toilet bowl!"
waahhahahhahsh...
ok, i'm feeling better. =)
do work bah.
opps...sidek appointment cancelled!!!! hahahahs.
i'm gng back to work...
oso watch my show..!!! woohoo!
11:50 AM
Monday, January 14, 2008
some thots
just some thots i got from a phone call...
i jus realize some ppl may need e extra assurance from you..
but you tink it's unnecessary as you have assured them before..
as in not that necessary, since you already said it before..
To that some people it may be a little bit of concern + secure for them..
everyone's idea of "a little bit of concern" is different...
to you it may be |___| tis little bit...
but to them it may be |_______| tis little bit of concern...
to you, you will do wad is the most important thing that comes by,
but to them, may be they do wad they focus on...
some people have many things to do...
some people have so little thing to do that they can only focus on you...
and they thot you shld do the same, put a focus on them..
to them it's just a little attention, a little focus, a little bit to you...
but to you it is not a little bit...you can't afford a little bit...
you don't have little bit...ur focus cant be on a person..but a general thing..e.g. career, studies, interest..your future......
no wonder there's a need for communication to exist...
and not every1 can get A1 for that..i guess no1 will..unless you really communicate..
today's culture module:no big deal...
hahahs...
wad a coincidence ..
wad may seem a big deal to you, may not be a big deal for others...
every1 is selfish...
except Mother Theresa..from wad i noe la..
Parents are selfish, they ask you to do wad they think is right, and do you good..but nvr ask you whether you tink is rite or do you good..
You yourself , selfish too...at least you do care a bit about ur own welfare..your benefits..
BGR, selfish....one only tink about himself/herself..claims to tink for you..but the idea of all things came from yourself thinking about your welfare of yourself.
even babies are selfish..wants all the attention they could get from you...
BUT, they're ignorant, innocent...=)
hmmmmm..
i thot of this for quite sometime...
a bit tired...
e more i tink of it, e more tired i become...
well...
it's my thots..
MINE!
lols..i'm selfish too, i guess ;p
9:27 PM
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
quite some i nvr blog le..abit too involve in my stuff le bah..
somethings are just too hard to face it up..
it makes ur head wanna bang the wall and make it bleed..
but that will never happen unless i'm really crazy...
i din go school today..
really don feel lyk gng today...
cuz today got piano, so i jus wanna rest enough...
its not b'cuz i went home late ytd...
but cuz i hav too much stuff 2 handle, making my brain think too much...
i want school to end earlier... yet i'm still quite concern abt getting better grades.
hmmm...there're quite alot of things i wanna do...
i wanna find a job...soon...
i wanna learn dance from chris...
i wanna record girl duets using both my voice..
i wanna record more songs..
i wanna prac my rhapsody for flute solo piece
i wanna prac my grade 8 piano pieces..
i wanna get good grades...
i wanna meet up with some of my friends..
soo many things....
it's been some time since i self reflect..
i'm still contradicting myself on and off..
i dunu wad i want..
i everything oso dunu... is this lazy or avoiding??
i tink i last time use 2 make quite some decisions.
but just dunu y i'm lyk this now..
tmr will hav sws prac again...preparing for com works 2008 primary school de i tink..
its for syf primary school, it's around march..
thn there should be another symphonic sound's 08..mayb..
mayb there will be another Beautiful Sunday concert around july i guess??
still unsure...
ok la...get back to my recording before i revise UT later..
gotta go..
11:17 PM
